hopeless

no one cant understand me.i dont understand me.i'm always freakin out.someone help me...
why am i me?i wanna be another one....i dont love myself...please,god,give me faith!

To live is so difficult.I'm not enough strong to make any people happy,but i sometimes imagine I can help,but now i know i can't.i'm very blind.i ve got no friends..no true friends.Yes, I am selfish.
I always say : ME ME ME ME!but i just want to love...there's no one who loves me .please
L O V E M E ...
I wanna tell everything to linda tomorrow.Can I change myself?Can I change my life?someone tell me
Okay,now i wrote a letter to an actress.What dya think?Am i nuts???????

And i ve got a problem still.i dont wanna be older

i'm always wanna stay young and child

AND THE BIG QUESTION: how can i overcome my fears?

So many question that i can not answer